Kliapter 6
The homestay I chose was close to the sea, and in the morning, I could see it as soon as I opened the
curtains.
The blue sea and sky, with a group of seabirds flying and hunting above, created a beautiful
scenery.
From childhood to adulthood, Thave always loved the sea, but when I was young, my family was poor and I never had the opportunity to see it.
Back then, my father was addicted to gambling and had a lot of debts. He also had a drinking problem and would often get drunk and physically abuse my mother. There were several occasions when I had to call the police in time, otherwise my mother’s life would have been in danger.
Fortunately, luck never keeps coming. After a self–study class, when I returned home from school, I saw my mother lying on the ground, barely breathing, surrounded by blood, and my father was also nowhere to be found.
Later, I called the police to arrest my father, but it seemed like he disappeared from this world and never appeared again.
The pain caused by my dysfunctional family was deeply imprinted on me at that moment, and it continued to torment me in the following ten years of late nights.
*I hated myself for not being able to take my mother away, to protect her. I hated even more why my
mother loved my father so much, why she stayed by his side despite being mistreated, until her
death.
All these things led me to no longer dare to believe in love, refusing to have any intimate contact
with anyone,
until Darnell’s appearance changed everything.
Back then, Darnell inherited Guzman Entertainment and fell in love with me at first sight. He then.
started a five–year pursuit of me.
He would always appear when I encountered difficulties, offering me help and fulfilling all my material needs. He would also occasionally prepare surprises for me.
Every year on my birthday, he would celebrate it for me. He would always present the most beautiful jewelry in the city to me. As long as one of them could win my favor, he would be as happy as a loyal minister rewarded by the emperor.
Knowing that I liked the sea, he would take me to see the sea once a month, and he kept doing so
until we got married.
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Later, I didn’t want to delay his work, so I teased him about this rule for a long time.
Darnell’s arrival was like a ray of light in my dark life, giving me hope and showing me the meaning
fliving
But he also dealt me the biggest blow, letting me know how complex human nature is. Even if you love someone to the core, you still can’t prevent them from cheating.
Even to the extent of having my uterus cruelly removed, to allow another woman’s child to become.
the heit.
In the afternoon, I went to the hospital for an examination, and indeed, my uterus was gone.
Although I had known the truth for a long time, seeing the test results still couldn’t help but make my heart twist into a knot.
On the first day of my marriage to Darnell, I told him that I liked children and hoped to have our
DWIL.
Darnell laughed indulgently at that time, holding me and saying that he had wanted to have a baby with me for a long time, but he had been afraid to mention it because he thought I might not like the
idea.
Fate played a trick on me. I had a difficult time conceiving, and for the first four years of our marriage, no matter how hard Darnell and I tried, no matter how much we tried to improve our health, we were unable to conceive.
I felt extremely guilty and would often cry late at night. Darnell would hold me and comfort me, sincerely telling me that nothing else mattered as long as I could live happily and be by his side.
His tone was relaxed and indifferent as if he truly didn’t care, but I still saw his disappointment. In
reality, he wanted a child even more than I did.
But after our relentless efforts, we finally conceived our first baby in June of this year.
The moment I found out I was pregnant, my world seemed to explode with fireworks, and I was
overjoyed.
I couldn’t wait to inform Darnell about this news, but he wasn’t as happy as I had imagined and even
seemed a bit sad.
Back then, I didn’t understand. I thought he was feeling this way because something went wrong at
work. It wasn’t until now that I realized he was afraid that after our child was born, they would take
away Nadia’s child’s inheritance rights.
And then, later on, I unexpectedly had a miscarriage, and the long–awaited child was gone just like that.
During
that time
time, I cried until I fainted several times, while Darnell, on the other hand, breathed a
sigh of relief.
Looking back now, he must have been praying that my child was okay at that time.
suddenly felt fortunate that the child was gone. Otherwise, being born into a family without father’s love, I dare not Imagine how sad he would be.
